No Comfort

When you have been hurt by someone, it doesn't seem that the way they made you feel is something easy to forget.  It's easy to forget in time the actions, or the words-but the feelings, not so much.

I feel, sometimes, that I live in a world of regret, a world of constantly looking over my shoulders & in a world that is not comfortable or tailored for me.  Before, I foolishly did live in such a world.  A comfortable dreamland, of sorts.  Can you go back to those old feelings, ever?

That is a question I am still seeking an answer too.