Do you ever just want to stop speaking, because maybe you just talk way to much-have to many thoughts sometimes and you made the mistake of verbalizing ideas, thoughts or share previous conversations you've had over the years? And after you've spoken the words-someone uses them in a misinterpreted manner-and you never really know why? It's not just simple things, the one time conversation suddenly erases someone's entire knowledge of you, that they have experienced with you, and replaced it with a misconception? It hurts my heart to think that people are out there, sharing their incorrect version of what they think that I am.
I have found, that if you confront someone about it, or try to remind them of situations that would dispute their "claim" they get angry and say I am digging up the past. But the fact is, the past is what proves the misconception in the first place. And so you suddenly feel like, the people you thought really knew you (or knows you) simply doesn't.
It makes you feel very lonely. I can tell you that.
xoxo, Lela
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